2002

Once upon a time I kept a journal of brief mindblurbs. Random brain noise bits I tried to wipe out onto the keyboard at least once a day. Usually they were one sentence long, but if I felt particularly feisty, I’d blort out as much as I could muster.

This is a page of old mindblurbs, and no longer gets updated.
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12.20.2
wing-waiting like a wilted wallflower
nose-sniffle sleep-stilfle

12.29.2
eve of execution
brainfry blind

12.21.2
life insect, insomnia mind-freak
telephone blackbox mouth

12.20.2
rush slower, unhappiness is a sign of intelligence.

12.11.2
treading on thin ice-covered treadmill tracks
slung over stadium-seating movie theater seat backs
walking the thin line between
two goal posts
lies like insect repellent on a stick
making your insect tick
talk about dinosaur-mole—gross

12.10.2
year’s end relationship closeout—red light special on isle 666

12.9.2
broken monday glass
silvered monday shattered
silvered fractures in fantasy
infracturated with reflections
infracturation compensation
monday’s composition fracturation

12.2.2
quilting a queen’s inquisition

11.26.2
monkey speak, karate spank
wiggle spiggot
ogle eye-wiggle

11.25.2
disfunctional dictionary-definition disaster

11.22.2
beauty in symetry, design as perfection

11.18.02
swamped by severity of insolence

11.15.02
scruff stuffed brain-fluff
friday afternoon frenzy

11.13.2
love in the time of office politics

11.12.2
willow wasted, mind bending in the wind

11.4.2
ginger-bread made from rose-flower

11.1.2
disaster faster
v-wing birdling

10.28.2
internet incest
convex insect
wings like plastic
flurry of elastics
rubbermattic fantastic ecstatics

10.30.2
haunting inhuman
skulls flying fro and fore
scraping doorknobs and broomsticks

10.24.2
door-slamming beats
tango with the twister sisters
gonna napalm vanilla sugga ya

10.22.2
sweeping spider webs off the steps of evolution

10.21.2
wrapping brainmeat around the sphincter stick

10.20.2
treating myself to space-time

10.18.2
camera fix, addicted to pix
pixel pixie jugernaught pimp

10.17.2
gilded gifthorses spitting in your mouth

10.15.2
bad carma in a coma

10.11.2
squeemish sasquatch, standing on icicle ledges, tiptoes

10.9.2
married to the throb
of breakbeat ensembles backstabbing a blackshoe dancefloor
tux and ties shrinkwrapped by cymbol shudder

10.8.2
slouch sliver
grouching on the garbage tip
gringos facing greenback blastoff

10.6.2
waked nakin

10.4.2
plugged in and strung out

10.3.02
you glow—like orange juice glows—freshly squeezed in the morning.

9.26.2
howling in wild
springboard for serpents
angel wing hidden

9.20.2
giggling gingerbread fingers
oven-baked boy wonder

9.19.2
a scrub is not lost on dead skin
skin-slivers like slithering on platters
shedding light and slights

9.18.2
Groucho on the downlow

9.14.2
singing a sweet anthem to wordsex
sylables as actions
words asphyxiate on paragraphs
pharagraphs smother in novels
seeing the vowel-forest for the trees

syntax is reflex
semantics, the poetry-killer
drown linguistically, drown

9.12.2
a shingle shepherd
on the roofs of madness
rats in your bellfry, and bats in your attic

9.11.2
smashed and bedraggled
it’s more sensitive to light than to pain
eyes like stone fountains

9.10.2
jalapeno finger tips
rub my eye

today is a tapestry of tuesday

9.9.2
a sea of serpents insane and slippery

9.7.2
white type on blackground

9.5.2
middle road recess
back from the absess

9.4.2
sweeping genderizations
green with penis envy

8.28.2
sex-space insanity
dreams mind-imbibed
forced cognition on the RAN tip

8.27.2
grappling with songshadows

8.15.2
gibbering glibblegook

gesturing wildly at wonderland
winterlust in sunflowerland

8.11.2
waiting on waxing on welcome galleries
word wrapping wrangling
ringling brothers wringing

8.9.2
blorgathon blithering blisterfuck
baited breath of blessed bitchmonger

8.6.2
designing a digitized economy

8.2.2
waking with dishspoons and silver mouth-taste

7.16.2
dirty spandex—shrinkwrap sunshine

7.12.2
washing the frozen goods
frost in water
snowflakes are perfect, but watching them melt is perfecter

7.11.2
splashing sidewalk chalk on fireescapes
chimney sweeps on tap-shoes
gorgeous sunset between scrapers

7.7.2
wedding photos with gremlin teeth and red-eye smiles

7.2.2
wiring my brain to beveled blocks of blister-hot briccettes

7.1.2
eyeball-juice kick
a sunday isn’t as sweet without the cherries.

6.27.2
dwindling eye-kindling

6.26.2
day like a fuckwad dipstick jackhammer
crushing skulls of the moron brigade

6.20.2
sparrow on a springboard
a fresh flower feels like flying

6.19.2
fictional intestines
twisted strands of alien DNA
your genetic barcode

6.14.2
circular sharks and swimming catastrophies
innumerable insanities

6.13.2
channeling the innner chutzpah

6.11.2
minding the business of minding my own business
a sequence of sequences
recursive deja-vou

6.7.2
sweaterpated.
CDs with flames licking from them

6.4.2
mercy, like a long slithering reptillian spear

6.3.2
smelling my breath on my fingers
pudgy little fuck-sticks
your thigh is a pillow-cloud

5.31.2
instant pitch,
misfit tubesock
tremmor pigeon

5.30.2
withering by bits

5.28.2
waiting in stasis

5.26.2
tonail tonsil tetris

5.23.2
a shimmering moment of insanity
oasis of mindlessness

5.22.2
lost time in fast forward

5.13.2
a dull glow through the window
we’re pernicious like bloody swords

5.10.2
moody blooming
swamp swimming

5.9.2
armchair archangel
handmaiden handsprings
the harlequin half-pipe

5.8.2
mid-day darkness—insipid and insane

5.6.02
worry street on the southern axis of depression.

5.1.02
labeling and makeshift descriptions

4.30.02
stifling body
erase away the day

4.26.02
a whisp in winter winds down

4.25.02
Like some yellow sliver from the window, light splinters the eye.

4.24.02
delaying the start button
click, start to finsh

4.18.02
loathing and plastic shrubbery

4.16.02
poetry in a protective shell
layering the abstract
sweet like butter beats

4.11.02
collective overcite

4.1.02
silly string cheese
hockey fuck
case of the lout
money in a biscuit

3.28.02
hockey puck-e
splatterball with crybaby crawdads

3.25.02
The Buritto Project
Pogo Horse Pushover
Riding the Pony Pancake Pizza-Bake
Selling Food for Beer
Elastic Eyebrow
Velvet Landmine
Cartoon Grandma

3.23.02
trapeeze in tranquil ass-shaving

3.20.02
whittling digitial whistles

3.13.02
living in chemistry,
absolute circuitry
squeeking and swimming and slaving and shivering
float on a pinhead
dive into it

3.12.02
sub-zero bedroom tundra

3.11.02
groupmind—decisions in development

3.6.2
swivel hips in an office chair

3.5.2
serration of church and state

3.4.2
spacing all muddled in my brain,
architects for feet
a listserve eyeball feast
too much whitespace on my retina
rollerblade insurance salesman
walking on sunshine and snickers
satisfying the inner-sapien
a grovel ghetto rolling on gravel
given to incessant intestines

2.19.02
fantastic morning madness in mississippi on the byou
We’re like insects living kalidescope dreams.

2.15.02
melon munching merauders

2.13.02
in a sweatpit on the outskirts of solar sandboxes
subliming with the divine

2.12.02
sweetening the sweet spot

2.11.02
spreading snatch back on a slippery slope

2.10.02
grabbling at grimbles, gribblets and grime

2.7.02
procrastination city
information toll road complications

2.5.02
squelch a squeemish scream

1.27.01
end of the month blues
pocket full of cavities
mouth full of shells

1.23.02
grappling with gangster love
an insomniac iceburg, slim like cigarettes

1.17.02
stilted brain jiggle
giggle-jiggle flooble

1.16.02
a nice blister on my soup-lip

1.15.02
sweet dinosaur delinquent

1.4.02
olympic infield stuttering

1.3.2
blustered infuriating