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I’ve recently discovered board game geek, and while there are aspects of it that I wish were different (I think you have to be logged in to do most stuff, for instance to view my profile, which is the main reason I’m writing this post) overall, it’s a great site with lots of compelling information about board games.

Here’s a link to my “collection”, which is one of the cooler aspects of the site. I have yet to really compulsively add all my games to it, but the ones I’ve played most recently are all on there. Again, unfortunately, I think you have to log in to see it.

Happy new year’s folks!

I have been neglecting this thing, I’ll admit. Laura’s post this evening (yesterday now) convinced me that I should share my new year’s resolution with everyone. Wait for it… I’m going to finish my novel!

Yes, I know, I said I was going to do that last November. It’s hard to believe that December is already gone, and not only that, but in the whole month I wrote a total of less than what I had to write in one day for November. I haven’t done any writing to speak of recently, but since new year’s I’ve thought about it a lot, and I have some new ideas to bring to the last chapter(s) that I’m hoping will make things worth the wait. I had a small eureka moment after staying up too late last night reading one of the few Rucker novels that I haven’t yet finished, Spacetime Donuts.

So once I’ve finished the novel, I’d like to edit it sometime this year too. But I’ll waive that lofty goal if I’m instead in the middle of another novel.

Nate’s entry about the balloon fencing tournament that he and I took part in last sunday is already the third result on google for balloon fencing. If you misspell balloon (baloon) the photo Nate took and I sent to my moblog comes up.

Anyway, I took sixth place in the tournament! I’ve maybe balloon fenced out at fest a total of two or three times before this. There were less than 20 participants total, so I’m not sure how good that really makes me, but I did beat Fisch during the tournament, which probably made him regret he’d ever brought me. I wonder if anyone has ever used more than the two balloons attached to the face masks? I think it would be cool to make a sort of balloon suit (maybe out of those long balloons you use to make balloon animals and stuff). Then you’d know wherever you hit your opponent. As nate mentioned, my forearm is pretty bruised after the tournament. He neglected to mention that it was my bout with him that landed me the only wound I actually felt later that day on the knuckle of my right thumb. Fisch already has a couple of fencing masks, and I’m going to see to it that he (or I) end up buying a couple of foils in the coming months so we can practice outside of tournaments.

As happened last year around this time, I have gotten really into board games the last few weeks. Fisch and I had been playing go on an almost daily basis, and at least once a week for the last few weeks I’ve had people over to play new games. Fisch is in Texas for the week, and I’ve been missing the Go playing, but tonight my friend Derik and I went over to DrBombay’s place and played Puerto Rico for the first time. It was a pretty cool game, and I’m looking forward to playing it again sometime when I know more what to expect. (more players might be fun too.)

I set up my board game geek profile tonight and started adding games to my collection. (username: grid) I’ve also decided I want all the games on this list at abstractstrategy.com.

Well, last night was Clockwork’s holiday party. Laura and I had a blast. (Clockwork is the supplier of my bling, btw.) You just can’t go wrong with free wine and beer… especially when it’s good wine. I saw coolass (one-word!) and irish-girl, and jeremy (moonpost?)… returning irish girl’s copy of the first three A Series of Unfortunate Events books to her at the end of the night. (It’s fun to refer to people by their domain names. Coolass will be disappointed I didn’t add the anchors in there, but I’m feeling lazy.)

When I got home, Nate really wanted to exchange presents (so I’d play mine and he could see it, I’m sure). Of course he had to twist my arm but I eventually caved in. Laura almost gave away that I’d hidden the new Roller Coaster Tycoon 3 in the box of a really old game, Ski Resort Tycoon. She was cute and tipsy.

Nate got me the new Ratchet and Clank game… it’s more of the same, but man is the same good. That makes at least two (maybe three if you count Katamari Damacy) playstation games that I’m totally addicted to. I think it’s funny that the PS2 has been out longer than the other two systems and it’s still the system whose games I want the most.

On Monday night I went to juggling practice for the first time since before November, and then last night I went to one of the also neglected unicycling practices. My thighs are extremely sore. I guess the novel left me out of shape. (Still not done, btw.)

Last night at practice I was wearing a bitstream t-shirt, and ended up having a chat with my friend Joe about how cool it was to work there. I know I mentioned how we had a refrigerator full of beer and alcohol. So anyway, today out of nowhere, one of my co-workers goes and buys a bunch of alcohol for our little mini-fridge. I had a Mike’s hard lemon-aid at lunch, and am resisting the urge to drink another.

Dr. Bombay made me take this insipid Blogger Code survey thing.

my blogger code:
B9 d++ t+ k++ s- u++ f- i o++ x++ e-+ l- c-

The e-+ was because I’ve only posted one picture of myself on my blog, but it was of some nude part of me.

Frankly, I can’t believe I’m posting this.

Also, I hadn’t googled myself in a while, and I’m like the first six results, and they’re not all my website, which is rather interesting.

So my novel isn’t completely done yet. But it’s getting close. I need to spend like a whole afternoon on it rather than a half hour or hour just before I go to bed every night.

I should be writing right now. …on my novel that is. I’m about 4K words behind, and had been hoping to be much farther along by now. I haven’t yet made it to a coffee shop today to write, and at this rate, I don’t think I ever am. I’m still hopeful that I can catch up by the time our six hour drive to Quad cities is complete (sometime this evening). (midnight-ish)

I’ve been writing little segments all day, two to three hundred words at a time, in between packing. Now I’m all packed, and I’ve spent just about the last forty-five minutes reading blogs and otherwise procrastinating.

Earlier I dropped the first ever glob of wet food on my keyboard. You can still see a kind of yucky brownish stain where the burrito hit the keyboard. I have no idea how to pull off individual keys for cleaning underneath, so I doubt it’ll ever go away. Disgusting.

Last year it was sometimes infuriating trying to write at my aunt & uncle’s house during thanksgiving. I don’t expect this year to be any different. I have what I think is a pretty cool gift for all the families, but haven’t picked anything up yet for the cousins…

I feel like I have really been neglecting my friends this month. Some part of me can’t wait for December to roll around so I can have some free time again. Even though I plan on continuing my daily writing indefinitely, (with much less stringent guidelines) I should still have WAY more time after the end of this month.

Yesterday I played the new Halo 2 XBox game for twelve hours straight. Just now I woke up and was still dreaming about playing. Even after I woke up, I kept my eyes closed for a long time, and still saw the game behind my eyelids.

I wrote almost nothing yesterday.

And the day before… I’m almost too angry to write about it, but I lost about a thousand words of my novel. I was copying and pasting a section from one file to another. I cut over a hundred lines of text from one file, and then saved and quit, opened the new file to paste into… and it only pasted fifty lines. Exactly fifty. I had just done a word count. I had been AHEAD. Remember my last entry, where I said I’d have to write 2000 more words? I had done that. I had written about a thousand words an hour for two hours.

I did another word count, and I was down about a thousand words. I checked my scroll buffers, I tried to undo, nothing. I had nothing. I sat there and thought about throwing my laptop across the room. I was so angry I almost cried. And it was nobody’s fault but my own. I wanted to give up. I wanted nothing to do with nanowrimo anymore.

I still keep all my old journals. I know half the stuff in them is crap, but I keep it all. I have to. I’m just like that. I have nightmares about losing them in a fire or something. This was like that. This was devastating.

I tried to tell myself that what I’d written was crap anyway, I tried to tell myself I’d write it better the next time around. I tried to tell myself that it was only an hour of work I’d have to re-do. I tried to tell myself that it could have been much worse. I could have erased my whole novel, or worse my whole hard drive could have crashed or something. But none of these thoughts consoled me.

I will be more careful in the future.

Why is it that back when I was compiling lists of my favorite science fiction films I didn’t stumble onto the epinions.com lists!?!? There are dozens of top ten lists on there!

For the last few weeks, on and off, I have been trying to think of the name of this movie that I want to see… it’s probably not even out on DVD yet… it’s a science fiction film that only made it to the “arthouse” theaters… I think it had a number in the title… and I remember really having wanted to see it. I hate my memory.

My novel is not really coming along right now. I’m totally behind, and would have to write something like 2000 words to be caught up. (which is, I’ll admit doable. I hope I can do it.) I wanted to be AHEAD this year, damnit.

I would be lying if I said that no part of my motivation for writing this bastard is my bad memory. My brain is shit, and everyone who knows me knows that I struggle with it. I have days where I can’t even string together a whole complete sentence without forgetting some words, or struggling to find some that fit. So it’s all just wishful thinking, this “headware” I’m writing about.

I’m at the coffee shop again. I am normally more productive when I come here, but today I’ve written very little. I feel like I’m a lump of unproductive shit on the log of laziness.

Is it bad that I really just want to play video games right now? If you have any ideas about the name of that movie, leave it in the comments, please. (or if you happened to know of a list of science fiction movies that came out in the last couple of years… that might work too.)

A day to think things over has left me with a weaker-than-I-had-expected stomach ache of impending doom. An email out of the blue from the Netherlands had me thinking right away about how similar the two candidates really were to begin with. Kerry had never been my first choice, and as a co-worker and I discussed yesterday over lunch, I lost sight of that for a while. When I voted on Tuesday, I was somehow thinking Kerry was going to really turn things around. Now I, (we) really regret not having voted my (our) conscience(es). Nader got way more bad press this year from democrats (that I heard) than from republicans. I was so focused on getting rid of bush that I didn’t ever really even give Nader a second glance this year. (Even though I did get pretty pissed at true majority when they sent out an email encouraging everyone NOT to vote for Nader. I just thought it was in bad taste.)

I feel like presidential campaigning has really become incredibly stupid. I don’t watch TV, and I listen to the radio (college radio) for a total of about 40 minutes a day, so I really only heard a very small sampling of political campaigning. But what I did see and hear, I feel was pointless and misleading. I feel like political campaigning has been reduced to a level more befitting some kind of high school popularity contest. I guess that’s why we’re left with the world’s most high profile frat boy as a president. (link via Nate, if you don’t want to bother downloading it, it’s a video of GWB flicking off the camera and calling it his “one finger victory salute”.)

There is no doubt in my mind that Bush and his administration have lied repeatedly about everything and anything. It’s that conviction more than anything else that has me wondering why we haven’t already impeached the bastard. I mean, Clinton was on trial for lying about something only tangentially related to his office. Of course Chaney is no better, so we’d have to get rid of them both to suit my tastes.

My initial gut reaction was that this needs to happen, (link via Jason, although I have since received it from a few sources) but when I read this live journal post last night I was reminded to look at the big picture again. Yes, things may be rough for a while, but realistically, it could probably be a lot worse.

Well, after a full afternoon of writing at a local coffee shop with other nanoers and a playwrite, I have only just barely reached my “necessary wordcount” for today. (50K/30 = ~1700 words per day)

I told myself I wouldn’t go surf the nanowrimo forums until I’d reached my wordcount. So now that I have, I’ve been incredibly unproductive. I’m the last one sitting in the coffee shop. Alone at a table that seats at least four comfortably (with laptops). A friend of mine who uses this place to check his email with some regularity just stopped by and pointed out that you can get a new version of my computer for far less than I paid for it. (And it’s a G4 rather than G3… among other enhancements… of course, I bought mine about three years ago.)

There has been a LOT of forum activity since nano began. I’m not even going to pretend to try and read it all. (Although I may actually try, I won’t pretend to try.) I’m one of those people who mostly just reads it tho, and hardly ever post. But I did just post a little bit ago about an “ideal” word processor.

I’ve always wanted a word processor that took over the entire screen of my laptop. That means no menus, no scroll bars, and no extra stuff. Basically just the text that I’m writing. Obviously, lots of keyboard shortcuts would be great.

This year I’ve decided to write my novel entirely in vim. I had to play with my .vimrc file a bit to get it to auto-format paragraphs and stuff, but I think I like the way it’s turned out. Unfortunately, it breaks my paragraphs up into multiple lines. I’m still not sure if I want to change it to not do that yet. The main reason for that is that almost all other text editors/word processors expect a paragraph to be all on one line, but since I’m just using vim, that shouldn’t matter until I’m ready to edit in another program (with spellcheck).

Copying and pasting out of the terminal (app in osx) is weird anyway, so I think I’ll just stick to this format for now. It’s one command to fix them, so I don’t think it’s that big a deal.

Oh yeah, and I voted today. *crosses fingers*

I’m going to vacate the coffee shop now. This is one of the only entries I’ve ever written from one, I think.