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I’ve sunk to the lowest depths! I actually used my laptop to surf for porn. It’s not that porn is the bottom of the barrel… I suppose I should look at it on the bright side.. Hmm. what’s the bright side of pr0n again? Um.

Yeah, no real post here. Nothing to see. Move along now.

Right then, cheerio.

oh! I thought for sure I’d already posted from the holliday. *sigh* such slack.

I’m in one of those future-reflective moods, thinking about my girl, how she’s all primed up for grad school, and I’m still wondering if I’ll ever get around to paying off the 2 grand I owe for my last semester at the university, (which somehow slipped past financial aid–those bastards). And she’ll probably want to move… something I’m not exactly ready/prepared to do. I sometimes fantasize about certain individuals having a more active role in my life… Twists of circumstance putting distance between potential romance. And then there’s the thought of a fresh start. A new job, home, city, that kind of thing. Whether I follow Laura to her city of grad school choice, or whether I stake out on my own, (I’ve been contemplating NY for longer than I’ve known her), it’s all just so mysterious and far off.

I don’t really know what I would do without minneapolis. I don’t really have that many people I consider friends I can’t live without, but at the same time there is quite the base of friends who I see infrequently, but regularly.

this is going nowhere. I don’t want to move. but it’s a feeling akin to nostalgia when you’re deep in fantasyland.

blogs I liked:
http://www.blackrobot.com/
http://www.instantenemy.com/
http://www.yeahtotally.net/
http://www.textism.com/

who knows why? not I. I think an interesting phenomenon is how bloggers link to one another, and how certain social circles of bloggers exist. I am such a newbie. I post with false english as second language to disguise how bad I really post.

Who cares? not I.

I’m constantly wondering why anyone would read this. I read it and it’s worse than any journal I’ve ever written before. I’m terribly dissapointed in myself. Maybe I’ll improve. Maybe I should care more. blogger is too easy.

vacation looms… thanksgiving with dad’s side of the family. witty banter, putting up with bratty cousins… video games… movies maybe. Christmas presents on friday.dry turkey, dry duck (? can’t remember what we eat for christmas…just as dry though.) good mashed potatos, yams, pudding…

yay for black and white design… even if it’s a template ripoff.

it’s been awhile… I put in my app today with gameinformer… (er, yesterday now.)

I’ve had this strange peace-less feeling lately, like everything is on edge. I think it’s partly lack of sleep, and partly just stress about work and finding a new job. It’s hard enough living with the knowledge that I now have real financial commitments in my life, like rent and various credit card payments I have to make. Piled on top of that is the fear that I suddenly won’t be able to make them. Yeesh. I hate sounding grown up.

I think I’ll take the day off tomorrow, it’ll be good because I’m already taking wed off for vacation, and thursday and friday are holliday, so that means the rest of the week is mine.

But on the other hand, I should really… yeah, right. more video games, less worry… maybe more job searching though. more thanksgiving this weekend…

thanksmas rant forthcoming.

I saw a midnight screening of Harry Potter. I’d heard rumor (false) that the new Eppisode II trailer (the full version, not that “breathing” teaser) would show, but alas, such was not the case. The movie, however, (after fifteen minutes of previews) was pretty damn awesome. Not as good as the book, they never are, but it was fun. Seeing a quidich match has to be the highlight, (at least for me) but there were lots of good parts.

the way that these damn archives work is a mystery to me… email me if you read this… maybe it’ll chear me up… this page design looks like absolute shit in IE for mac… (on < 9.x OS) I need to fix that soonish. Earth will crumble. *floop*

yesterday I made an appearance at game informer’s offices… this is a gaming mag, for those uninformed. (ha!)

um, yeah, wouldn’t it be cool to work there?

We won some awards for webdesign, (the place I work now…) I went searching the other winner’s homepages for job openings…

I’ve been down. I have no time to write.

*glug*